Last night of us all here together and there is snow on the mountains. Down here – cold and sleetish rain. I have had my last hamburger from Eden Seafoods for this trip. I have let JP know that I am not doing Canberra and the Girls go home tomorrow.
Done on this astonishingly dismal day. Its almost like sleet out there. Mad O’Brian had dental work done. We went also to Merimbula for Maccas.
And now its night and unexpectedly comes the deep aching. Iz and I should have been doing things together like this. The trauma of the Coma washes over me and all round I am suddenly shattered once again. Outside is full moon and a Venus Jupiter conjunction. Inside – the iced wastelands rise again.
Ah Lord. Wild Places of the Spirit.
Busy again and enjoying ourselves. I shall be more subtle at some later time. For now – I look around, am taken care of and all is well.
Its nice to have company. To be driven around and laughing and watching Harry Potter together. Its pretty cold here and I bought actual pyjamas and slippers in Bega.
My brother said it was miraculous that I am as well as I am and he is not one to use superlatives or words like miraculous. We shopped today. Now we settle in and watch a movie. Chinese food from last night and Family. They’ve baked a chocolate cake and we are about to eat it. I have had a happy day.